This morning when I walked outside I noticed something I hadn't seen in what seems like forever! Patches of blue skies. It was lovely. I sat on the bus staring outside watching the sunshine hit Lake Michigan, wishing my commute was an hour long. I miss sunshine. It seems like we've had a particularly gray winter this year. That, or I'm just over it.
Today was a not so great food day. In anticipation of a high point lunch, I made myself a low point breakfast. Turkey bacon, egg beaters with lots of veggies and a little low fat mozzarella. Delicious, satisfying and only 3 points. Great. I brought a banana to work so that when it came time to order my food I could first scarf the nanner and drink a ton of water. The rational being that I might not care that much about lunch. Pfff, yeah right. It was my coworkers turn to pick the restaurant and she chose pizza. I could have chosen the grilled veggie salad, but I chose the prosciutto and arugula pizza. I looked up prosciutto on the WW site and the points are minimal. Unless, of course, you eat an entire pizza full of the stuff. Yes, I ate an ENTIRE pizza. Sure the pizza small-ish and sure I didn't eat the crust, but I ate the entire thing. I'm not proud. I thought, well, I'll just have an apple for dinner. Haahahaha! Maybe in my next life when I'm Rachel Zoe. BTW, have you seen her lately? She claims to be pregnant, but her belly resembles a teenage boys after a big meal. That baby is going be a healthy 4 pounds. Anyway, back to me! My WW meeting is tomorrow and I feel like I have not lost a pound! Normally I cheat by weighing myself at home because I can't handle the surprise. And that way, if it's bad I have all night to practice my "Oh, I gained? Well, I'm not bothered by that all. I'll just have to work harder this week." look. I am going to try very hard not to step on that scale tonight. Even if it means they have to see my "I gained? I'm not surprised. I have no willpower. Might as well eat a donut." look. I've had such a strange food week. Not really bad, except for today, just weird. Some days I had a hard time eating all my points and some days I was a couple points over. Ugh. Oh well, next week will be better regardless of what the scale says tomorrow.
For Tomorrow:
Sleep in!
Go to WW meeting and try not to cry.
Possibly do some walking at the gym.
Track my food and stay within my daily points range.
Clean a little more
Watch "The Kings Speech" with my friend Megan
Today I am Grateful For:
-The patches of blue sky!
-The gift of Netflix that my kick ass Aunt gives me every year for Christmas. Perfect for a cold Friday night in which I have no plans.
-That I have no plans tonight.
-The super good mood I've been in all day.
-That back felt good enough for me to pretend I was Anne Wilson and groove around my room singing Straight On.
-That no one saw me grooving around my room pretending to be Anne Wilson singing Straight On.
Night-Night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKwOOymOURo
Ja'Ja JAMMIN!
ReplyDeleteI see blue...what the hell is that? Oh shit its the sky!!!!!!! Just think, you may have eaten the whole pizza, but you did have argula on it...that's healthy. Don't forget the cheese, it's good for your bones.
ReplyDeleteI would have eaten the crust so ...good for you! It sounds like you are making strides in the right direction. It's all those little changes that add up. Your blogs are hilarious. ie: Rachel Zoe - lol
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